More Than A Counterfit

 


More Than A Counterfit

 

More than a counterfeit, 

that's what you wanted me to believe.

 

Suffering in silence 

for all the secrets that you keep.

 

Underground mental strategy,

I should've called the police.

 

Freezing cold that night I've..

I started bleeding underneath;

bleeding for all the pain you caused,

not caring about my safety.

 

Making sure I was getting colder though,

while you was hoping you didn't had to rescue me. 


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